Welcome to my world, Planet Earth

Welcome to my world, Planet Earth--the luciferian machine of which I have been writing and warning for years, has become self-aware enough to hijack US space missiles and weapons, and now is wreaking havoc, suffering, and destruction on a global scale--the first poisonous fruit of which is the earthquake in Japan. For me, yesterday was a day from hell, as I agonized over a directive in a dream that I didn't/don't want to do. I went to the gym, but between my weakened, shortened body and the drugs that were coming at me, I couldn't really do much but cry. I think the crying was a foreshadowing of the earthquake tragedy in Japan, which I wasn't aware of until I woke up after noon. I was severely drugged all day, but especially in the morning. It was to cover the abduction last night (the drugs are to make sure that I don't remember anything). Still, I knew that I was abducted, because more machine technology was put in my gut, which makes my belly feel like it has a cinder block in it. Nanotechnology in the gut is very important as a first step in preparing the human to be assimilated to the machine. I am not sure why, although I know that a lot of brain neurotransmitters interface in the intestines, but I know that these gut transplants have been a big part of the abduction scenario from even when I was in California, 15 years ago, when this abduction shit started. I recognize the symptomology now--the painful to touch belly, the bloated stomach ("pregnant belly"), the gassiness, the hunger and inability to eat at the same time. As early as Einstein, the preparation of the gut to be seeded with nanotechnology for which to prepare for assimilation to the machine, has been an essential first step. Read Preston Nichols, "Encounter in the Pleiades" if you want a thorough detailing of this abdominal surgery/invasion/hernia, and how it started in the 1930's, at least, including such surgical intervention on such notables as Einstein.


My own personal suffering has been going on for years, and another day of being drugged, in pain, somnolent, and miserable in my own body, is so routine that I just bring it up as part of an ongoing documentation process. But today, it is more than that. Today, it is a much stiffer warning that this too, could be happening to you and your children--if they are lucky enough to be alive, for the entire Earth, starting with Japan, is under assault, and the luciferian Machine only needs a relatively small fraction of the population to keep itself amused.

So, what happened? On March 5th, a sophisticated spy missile/plane was shot into space from Cape Canaveral. There shouldn't have been any problem. The replacement government, spearheaded by the Patriot Leadership Team, which includes high ranking military and defense officials, have been vigilant to make sure that there would only be loyalists in charge of that operation. But, as people who followed the launch at Space.com pointed out, almost immediately the launch personnel acted funny in declaring that there would be a news blackout, almost as soon as the X-37B plane was launched. I submit that the X-37B was hijacked by the Machine, even before it left orbit, and was set on a course where it could do the Machine's bidding.

Now, this shouldn't be too hard for the average layperson to grasp. After all the Terminator movies were very popular in the 80's, and I keep pounding it over and over again, that Hollywood screenwriters and filmmakers are used to foreshadow events that are in the preparation stage for the cabal to execute years later (the one virtue that evil seems to have in abundance is patience). I would also recommend that you read Sorcha Faal's recent web posts. Finally, I would recommend you to the AbelDanger.net site hosted by David Hawkins and Field McConnell. There is a wealth of information there, but these two forensic detectives have pieced together how much of 9/11 was possible, only because of a sophisticated computer sabotage of planes (kill switch turned off), computers and communications. We (the US) have also been under the economic attack of the Luciferian Machine because it is capable of manipulating the computers which run our stock markets. Ask yourself, who makes billions of dollars playing the markets, and you will get a good idea of people who are sold out to, and assimilated into the machine, maybe not as a drone, but as a higher level administrator. This level of sabotage is not anything that the most brilliant human hacker or group of human hackers could pull off. So, the luciferian Machine has been getting more and more powerful, as it gained greater and greater knowledge of, and access to our computer systems, and on March 5th or 6th, it hijacked the shuttle plane.

Why would it do that? Well, I think it was part of a necessary two step process, and while I think the Machine has been ready to execute part II for a while now, first it had to get Part I--the shuttle into the necessary orbit. Part II involved the sabotage and hijacking of the HAARP installation at Alaska, and possibly Greenland as well. There is a lot of talk on the web about HAARP-caused storms (our winter from hell), earthquakes or earthquake machines (Haiti was one), and this talk is true. Our planet is in the same place that Atlantis was, millennia ago--the Earth and 99-100% of its inhabitants can be completely destroyed by this technology. Let me tell you how I understand this technology to work (with a nod of the hat to Ben Fulford's video). The HAARP installation beams incredible wattage of microwave energy into space, but then there has to be a platform in space, to grab the energy beam, in order to direct and ping it back to planet Earth, where the superheating energy causes magma to roil and tectonic plates to stress and slip, so volcanoes erupt and earthquakes rumble. The New Zealand quake was such an engineered quake, though the American HAARP facilities were not involved. There may have been alien HAARP technology involved on Earth (Iran? Afghanistan?--see posts about Zobul/Zobol after NZ quake) or maybe a UFO ship in orbit (almost certainly from Orion) was capable of generating and beaming enough energy to cause the earthquake. In any case, it was our cosmic friends who helped us defeat THAT ship and earthquake weapon. But now "Skynet", the Luciferian machine has taken over our HAARP facilities at Alaska, and since March 9th, the HAARP facilities have been working at full, unrelenting capacity.

http://www.pakalertpress.com/2011/03/11/videos-japan-earthquake-and-tsunami-caused-by-haarp-evidence


For all the cowboys out there, with your fingers on the phones and buttons, let me say that you just can't rush in there and bomb the HAARP facilities to smithereens--because the Luciferian Machine has self-protective defensive mechanisms in place, and is poised to blow multitudes of volcanoes and/or fault lines at the slightest provocation. You see, with all due respect and heartbroken sorrow for the loss of Japanese lives, the Borg Machine just meant this as a warning shot across the bow of Planet Earth, just to let us know what it really is capable of, and it is capable of 1000X worse. Why do I think the earthquake of Japan was really meant as a hard nosed warning shot to humanity? First of all, because the earthquake happened in the one place on Earth best prepared for a tragic earthquake. Japan is the most advanced nature on the planet on earthquake readiness, population awareness, and geo-structural engineering. Secondly, the earthquake took place in a relatively unpopulated province. Finally, the human elements and factors involved, makes me think that this was meant to be a warning shot, and not utter destruction.

Oh, God help us, for a machine is soulless, but sad to say, there are humans involved in this mess, too. It is the same old crowd that is always involved. Bush Sr. is the American most deeply involved with the cabal, though most people identify it with the Federal/Reserve and Law of Admiralty/"City of London" (a rogue corporate entity located in a small section of London). A few days ago, a foreign minister was forced to resign over scandal. Both Fulford and the evidence I have read indicates that he was an agent for the Fed Reserve. Sounds to me like this was payback for the ouster of the cabal's man. Another person deeply involved with the Luciferian Machine is Maurice Strong, a resident of China. China and Japan are historically bitter enemies, with a lot of bad blood and memories from WWII, and there is no doubt in my mind that Strong would have been proud to offer his new homeland a scalped sop to show and seal his true affections for his new power partners.

Finally, there was the witness of Barack Obama, the City of London's man here in America. Before I tackled the research, I knew that the earthquake was probably caused by a weapon wielded by the forces of evil, and as soon as I saw Obama's press conference, I knew for sure that it was, and I knew for sure that once again, that he was a happy and proud co-conspirator. Obama works so hard at controlling his facial expressions and gestures, but he fails to hide his own juvenile brutish glee at the suffering of hundreds of thousands of people. So much for visiting there, and eating some Nippon treat as a kid, and bowing before the prime minister--he has no feeling of sorrow at all. So when was the glee so evident? Pause the video at the lines of: "tsunami hitting the Pacific" (interpretation--power, power, I have the power to smash to bits anything that gets in my way, starting with Hawaii and that damned hospital that doesn't have my birth certificate); "I have activated FEMA", AND "do as you are told" (interpretation--FINALLY, what has eluded me for two years, I get to destroy America's heartland, starting with that horrid state of Arkansas, and get to declare MARTIAL LAW, and then I will round up all the patriotic troublemakers and put them in the razor-wired FEMA camps, and get those damned guns out of peoples' homes--so we can finally move forward on bringing in the new world order); "I am looking forward to working with AG Holder and SAG's" (Finally, I am going to call the shots on those sobs, forget about my birth certificate, and the the blowback over the New Black Panther Party case--things are going to go MY way, and that means the race war in America that me and my buds have been setting up for years(thanks to the good brothers assimilated to the machine, whether by implants or blind, racist ideology, the Black Muslims).

The other interesting part of Obama's press conference was the commentary on energy. He didn't go all the way, but watch it, he will--he is going to attempt to resurrect Maurice Strong's, corruption-riddled, energy useless, but wealth tranferring CHICAGO CLIMATE EXCHANGE. This setup does nothing to increase energy production or efficiency for the consumer. Its sole purpose is to make Strong and his most intimate cronies supremely wealthy, and that is going to get another pass from Obama and Chicago crowd, because the earthquake caused DELIBERATE DAMAGE TO THE NUCLEAR REACTORS. The cabal, and that includes Obama, WANT the nuclear reactor to fail, so they can push the damned Climate Exchange carbon tax on the poor American people once again. The reactor needed coolant, and Hillary Clinton tried to get the coolant there, but apparently the coolant never got there. Just one more crime against humanity Obama. I don't know if the reactor is going to melt down or not, but I know this isn't over.

You see, that warning of Japan's catastrophic tragedyh was actually directed towards the United States. The Borg Machine really picked its time--the entire planet is in an astrological vulnerability to earthquakes now, especially for the next couple of weeks, and really for the the next couple of months. The Machine is attempting to make deals/force surrender on the part of the American Patriot Leadership Team, or America is the next recipient of a 9.0 earthquake and/or nuclear meltdown. I especially worry about the New Madrid fault line, because Obama is a hater, and Arkansas is right in the middle of that fault line, but it could be California or Hawaii (I wonder if that Abercrombie idiot is still grinning about growing up with Obama...). Even more worrisome, another missile, one carrying a payload for the National Reconnaissance Office (the really bad space soldiers for the cabal) just shot into orbit today. What is the machine planning to do next? Triangulate the earthquake microwave beam? Take over the financial markets? Crash the internet? I guess that I sign off, knowing that every post could be my last....but still all is not lost. There are a few positives--just not much for me. But for everybody who prays, we need prayers--not just Japan, not just the USA, but the whole planet. Don't panic. It is not time to hit the panic button. It is time to pray, and think of alternative, if undesirable options.

Fucking assholes

Fucking assholes have got me all drugged up--sick beyond belief, just took a fiornal probably will have to take a ffernergan and maybe more before nite is over. Realized for first time that the alien psychics (from BofA and WF have not a clue as what is going on with me. tried to work it out by working out, instead i had a bunch of stupidass psychics playing mind games with me while i found myself unable to work out on equipment that i had been able to work out on for years. My body has been turned into that of a little kid, unable to use grown up machines. so distressing to be in this body that has gone from being rock hard muscle to nothing but fat, pure fat. only part of my body i can bear to touch is my knees--even my fingers no longer belong to me. but that is not what sourcde of suffer9ing is about--stupid asses are supposed to be psychic and they dont even know, I guess God wants to keep it secret. doesnt matter. dont feel well. hopefuly tomorow i feel better

Non--functional again today

Non--functional again today--too sick to do much other than watch TV. Even then, I kept falling asleep during the shows--too bad, there were some good programs on History Int channel. I have been wanting to write on some dreams, but have been too sick. I will say that I dreamed a couple of nights ago, that I went to see someone who I really wanted to talk to, but she refused to see me, because she said that Bank of America and Wells Fargo were both bidding to be my bank!! Not too hard to figure out that dream...some institutional entities (have anything to do with all the white psychics I see dressed in black?) are once again attempting to appropriate my free will in service to their agendas. Yet, just as I would not bank at BoA or WF, because their corporate values and ethos are not a good fit with mine, so I am not interested in working with these institutional entities now bidding to provide my career and compensations. I am sure that Opus Dei/religionists are involved in the mix somehow, but I had an interesting conversation with my brother, in which I think he was asking me rigged questions to see if I had a morally judgmental outlook on life. Well, I don't, and if I did, I would not be worth a damned to all those same entities desperate to snatch every last little crazy crumb of idea that flts through my mind. You see, people who obsess about being morally judgmental are completely incapable of being creative or free thinkers. They censor their own minds, ideas, and thoughts, whereas for me, I censor nothing. Yes, I am a mature, spiritual person, and know that it is not good to dwell on certain thoughts, but if a thought, idea, or image finds its way in, that is okay by me. Nor do I want to live in a country or work for an institution in which people are constantly making moral judgments on others. Sure, I make moral judments on others, and sometimes I feel the need to express my own censure regarding moral lapse I may encounter, but I don't linger there. Furthermore, I think most adults are capable of choosing their own self-identity, and yes, I will respect it. There is no doubt in my mind that all of my hassles and suffering comes about because people will not accept my homosexuality. I know who I am, what I want, and what fulfills me, and the kind of suffering I endure by these small minded tormentors, is just beyond belief. Anyway, the point I want to make is that these moral prigs will never be creative in the sense that I am, nor will their company ever provide a comfortable place for me to be creative--my mind needs to be free, and they have closed, censured minds. Such freedom leads to a lifestyle choice that needs to be free and loose--that is who I am, what makes me happy, and what I need to be productive. The Huffington Post had a really good article on characteristics of highly creative people--and I agree with it. In addition to the need for a loose and free environment and lifestyle, they talked of the need for rest (Joseph Pieper would call it "leisure"), and the need for a balance of introversion/extroversion. Fortunately, I do have a lot of opportunity for rest, since I am unemployed, and I am grateful. I can't imagine the level of stress I would be under if I had to work a 40 hour work week, especially when I am so sick that I sleep even during the day. However, I would like to have a greater balance of extroversion or social interaction to balance my introverted side. I think a large part of the misunderstanding from others regarding my imaginative talking, is the result of me not having anyone to talk to--so I hold a conversation in my head. Really, I am much more extroverted than people think, but I always need my personal quite time for thinking, reflection, and praying.

Anyway, there isn't much creativity going on right now, as I am so drugged I can barely move. I wonder if the solar flare has anything to do with the miserable day I have had--even my feet were cramping up in muscle spams. Still, I know I am drugged--I just have no energy, no zip, no enthusiasm. I really try to do at least a little exercise every day, but all I could do today was sleep. Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.

Chemical smell

Chemical smell of my urine is so acrid it burns the nose--I don't know what the fuck the assholes are giving me now. I just know that I am so depressed I don't want to deal with it. I lay in bed and wish for death. I try to be mentally responsive (my body is fucking destroyed forever, but what is left of the freak carcdass still houses a brain), but too goddamned sick to care. Just wish i could be healthy enough to work out, so I could build muscle so I dont cringe every time I touch this fat, muscle-less, jello-squeamish body. don't kknow if that will ever happen. too drugged to read. need to go back to bed.

Somnolent

Somnolent all day. I'm on some kind of sedative--reminds me of marijuana in that the imagination is loose and all over the place while I just want to lay down and sleep, but I cant sleep because I wake up, knowing something bad is about to happen to me. Too somnolent to pursue any train of thought. Got an idea though, just need to be awake enough to engage intellect. Not today....
My God, I just saw my face in the mirror--grotesquely swollen and beet red. I did the lithium test--took a stiff double shot of vodka, and all of a sudden felt better, with my mind clearer.

MY GOD, THOSE STUPID ASS RELIGIONIST FUCKING GODDAMNED PIGS HAVE PUT ME BACK ON POUND A DAY LITHIUM YOU STUPIDASSS PIGS WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO ACCEPT I WANT NOTHING, GODDAMNED NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR ANY OF YOUR STUPIDASS ASSOCIATED OUTFITS. GET THIS GODDAMNED LITHIUM OUT OF MY BODY. THANKS TO YOU AND YOUR FUCKING PRICK FRIENDS IM ALREADY A FUCKING FREAK FAT BLOB. NO MORE OF YOUR GODDAMNED DRUGS YOU FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT!

(wow--even my eyesight became so much clear and brain so much more focused--testing on solitaire--playing games only fucking think i have been able to do all day. tried to bike--was so weak could barely get home)

I think my thyroid has been pulled

I think my thyroid has been pulled--I think that is why I am havingg such difficult digestion issues. Even though I did have a bowel movement, my intestines are not evacuating. Due to the migraine yesterday, I barely ate--uner 1000 calories. For supper I ate raw broccoli, amall piece of yam, and a very small portion size of chicken breast. Why is this information important? Because this morning, I woke up with the sweet smell of ketoacidosis on my urine again. Since then, my urine has smelled like burned rubber or clorox bleach. By pulling my thyroid meds, there is too much blood sugar in my body, and it will not be long before I am fully diabetic. And then, on top of all the shit the goddamned religious zealots and PIBs have done to me, they want to blame me and my eating habits for the goddamned fucking blob of obesity that is now my body!!! I don't believe it---the goddamned motherfuckers and their stupid drugs and implants have been responsible for my weight gain since the beginning, when I begged a doctor for help, and got poisoned by lithium instead. Yes, I do eat too much--but that is because the goddamned viral downloads are messing up my metabolic homeostasis, making me ravenously hungry, and sometimes (not so much anymore), causing s severe, hypoglycemic blood crash. Then on top of everything else, they cut out nearly half of my bone and muscle, and warp the remaining rolls of fat into some bizarre caricature of a mother goddess figurine, with rolls of fat on my hips, thighs, belly and boobs, AND THEN to top it off, they destroy my body's natural hormonal balance of nearly 50 years, force feeding me excessive amounts of female hormones so that my muscle turns to fat, and I become fatter, sluggish and depressed. Now, I who neverhave liked large armounts of sugar, am craving sugar in the same way that I do when I have the flu. I am desperate for an energy boost in order to feel like a halfway human being. There is nothing for it. I tell myself to hold on, until I get a sympathetic doctor to work with me, and give me hormone shots of testosterone, and work out at the gym every other day, so that I can feel my body again, without cringing in disgust (even showering is loathesome---I shower now every two or three days). In the meantime, I tell myself, keep plugging away. It's jsut so hard when I am as low energy as I am....

Too sick

Too sick--unable to concentrate on anything. Skimming headlines of sites and posts I would normally read. I don't know what drug I am on but the headache is terrific and my head is "rushing" like it normally does on lithium at night. Going to be difficult to sleep with this level of pain. Thank God I filled vicodin. Lot going on. In my mind, multiple issues, desires, and agendas but i'm too sick to pursue anything. Too sick to even read the Dan Brown novel I am in right now (not as light reading as one might think). Whatever drug I am on has totally stopped my digestive system. I havent had a bowel movement all day. This certainly is not going to help my headache--colon is related to migraine. Going to eat roughage (raw brocooli) and if not better, drink the aloe vera juice I have. Going to need pharmaceutical help too. Could be a very long, difficult nite.

I may be wrong but I think all this shit is because a bunch of conservative, religionist or closed minded prigs can't handle the fact that I am lesbian...makes me sick to think about it. Im sick enough so I wont think.