Brain rushes driving me crayz

Brain rushes driving me crayz--alcohol, vicodin, now adding tyeleonl pm. more alcohol --can t sleep, brain rushes pulsing thru entire body. head so heavy cant hold. body cant walk. seing all kinds of sprarks behind eyes. brain not working rithe. dont know how to spell. i dont mind dieing . dont want to be drain dmameage. have o stop brain rushes