Tuesday, January 4, 2011

So very sick can barely move

So very sick can barely move. know that it is because i am being given massive influx of machine virus, but even thought stup-id fucking pigs changed my whole cranium and facial structure, they cannot change biology. i am autistic, made worse by downloads, and i am allergic to androgens, which the virus downloads into body. think that it actually is a way to protect me from machine virus. kill me before it reaches critical mass. cant believe people are stupid enough to get those viral implants. luciferian lies. listened to part of a interview with bill ryan and someone from british intelligence. claims to be a "cockney" working class petty criminal. bullshit ive worked with criminals. this guy is a british intelligence officer running an op on ryan; unconsciuously ryan knows it, which is why he is so uncomfortable. guy is a sociopathic liar, but much more sophisticated, trained and intelligent that he lets on. still, like all disinformation ops, there is truth to be found if you know how to look for it. Most important thing the guy said was that he hooked up to a machine (too drugged and sick to rememer exactly) and that it gave him a lot of gifts, such as incredible concentration, but left him terminally ill. That is the luciferian machine in a nutshell. it is not exactly a machine we hook up to, but rather, the implants and virus create a wireless fiberoptic receiver in the brain, so that one can become wirelessly controlled by the machine from wherever in the orbital hell it is. why it doesn't work on me--I may be so sick i can barely move, but i maintain free will, i can only attribut to a spiritual life. i feel sorry for all the sobs who have gotten those viral implants thinking they are getting something positive in return. You want the gift of concentration? Meditate and pray, the hard way. I used to have awesome powers of concentraton before the viral implants and drugs fried my brain. anyway, it is kind of sad to ryan conduct the interview. he was always the gullible, approachable, open one, while his former partner, Kerry Cassidy, was the analytical, hard-nose, "don't bullshit me" one. They made a great, bad cop/good cop team. One true piece of info that came out of the interview with this Brit intelligence agent is that their partnership was targeted and fractured deliberately. This is always the number one goal of the cabal--make sure that no one has a significan other that they can trust and lean other, and support. Without Kerry, Bill Ryan appears gullible and aimlessly ineffective, and no doubt Kerry, without Bill, has great difficulty gaining rapport and easy confidence from a would be source. Anyway, still a lot of good info in that disinfo if one knows how to decode it. And how anyone can listen to that interview and not clamor for prohibitively high death taxes is beyhond me. too sick to go into it.

Want to write that I am worried about a possible chemical terrorist attack on this country--false flag, masterminded by the Bush (the highest rankjing public figures) cabal, who are very upset at the gains made by the good guys. Is such a chemical attack related to the dead birds, fish? Can't be for sure, but I don't thinks so. I think that is more related to HAARP causing the storms and tornados. Interesting though that my weird "implanted" dream with the cabal, wanted me to go to Mississippi. At the time, I interpreted it to mean a heavily reactionary society where I wouldnt feel comfortable, but maybe that is a site for a possible false flag attack. cant be sure. need to think on it, but the forces of evil are moving, and on our own home terrirory. God help us. God help me.

....Maybe something going to go down along the Mississippi river to poison the entire watershed., I have always been afraid of terrorist poisoning our waterways. The big question was how they could infect/impact a large volume of water...could HAARP weapons turned on the body of water effectively kill it slowly (look at how succesfful BP was in killing the Gulf Stream, even tho' the DOD was able to stop the operation before complete success). Or maybe so souped-up chemical, put in at the headwaters....too sick to really figure things out. need to rest.

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