Good days r over--drugging starts again

Good days r over--drugging starts again. After a nite of extreme pain and muscle spasms woke up with every muscle and joint in body aching. hurts to turn neck. hurts to sit and put pressure on ribs to hold body up. but worst of all, stupidass fuckers messing with my digestion again. whatever i was given for cushings was pulled. now im not able to eat at all. belly grossly bloated. sick once again with motion sickness. too sick to concentrate, read, watch tv. talk to anyone. bro came by . ttoo sick to dal with it. worxt of all is the too sick to eat. digest. just when i start to feel better. know i have to be on some psychtoropic. on top of all tso sore, cant move. headache. wish to God life was over agin, feeling like shit. sense of taste and smell all messed up. hypothalamus all fucked up agian.