Nauseated

Nauseated. Sick. Pretty much all day. Oppressively hot. Stepping out of my air cooled bedroom into the rest of my home is a shock. Reminds me of being in Las Vegas, and stepping out of a casino and into the hot Nevada sunshine of a July day. Stll, this is abnormal for me. I've lived in Albuquerque for over 10 years and I should be comfortable in this summer heat. So it is the alien virus and implant downloads that is makng me sick. One quick aside. Another kudo for me. Mr. Robert Reza, the man who went on a killing spree at Emcore on Monday--the one that I was "paranoid" and "knew" was an Illuminati hit, left a "rambling manifestion" of 47 pages before his rampage. While I have been able to find nothing about it on the Web, I did listen to the local news which revealed that the manifesto talked about Mr. Reza saying that he had "implants in his brain" that caused him to do things he didn't want to do. I believe you, Mr. Reza. RIP. And the murdered victims, too. You were not a monstrous psychopath. You were a victim of Nazi/Illuminati/extraterrestial technology that manipulated your brain chemicals and mind images until, under the duress of added "zap", you snapped. They wanted me to snap, too. (So, my question is, is the extra duress done on an individual basis or a localized geographical one--such as ELF beams being applied to an area, or atmospheric contamination?). It is by the grace of God that I didn't "snap" though I certainly was hyperly compulsive all day that day. I can thank years of spiritual discipline and maturity for being able to maintain my composure. But I have a great deal of empathy and regret for what Mr. Reza must have gone through these last few years. For I have learned, both by reading and my own personal experience of relationship breakup with Colleen, that one of the primary motives of the slave implants is to break up relationships and support networks. They target people who already are autistic or introverted and thus have greater difficulty in intimate and social relations anyway. Then they set to undermine that victim's world, leaving them isolated, compulsive, and enraged. The mood alterations are courtesy of the chemical changes caused by the implants. They cause an increase in cortisol, because they literally are milking us for the adrenaline produced by the adrenal glands. The implanted victim learns to live in a permanent state of "flight or fight" fear caused by the extra stress. That is why I became so hyperactive. I always was hyperactive, but then, after the abductions, I went into hyperdrive hyperactivity--which is why I guess some people thought I was manic. Among other undesirable consequences, this extra cortisol causes hyperglycemia, which I think is what is responsible for makng me nauseated and sick. The body wants energy because it is in flight or fight mode, so it calls up for reserve energy in case it needs to run or fight, and the body releases the glucose, and for someone like me, who has cushing's syndrome, the hyperglyclemia is just too much. I think I was being given some kind of cortisol inhibitor, but either it has been withdrawn (got to milk me for my adrenaline), or else the implant chemical downloads have increased. Certainly I woke up very drugged, and just by looking at my swollen face I can tell the implant download has increased.

The nausea certainly increased after I read about the Russian-manufactured plane that crashed in Maine. It confirmed what I had strongly suspected all along. Barack Obama is in traitorous negotiations with the Russians. Almost certainly, the July 16/17th planned nuclear/space beam obliteration of a 5-state area in the Midwest, was ratified and confirmed during Medvedev's visit on 6/30. I was going to go back and research web pages and photos from that visit, but after the plane crash, there is no need to. My absolute worst fears are confirmed. It is hard to tell whether Barack Obama's election and presidency is more travesty or tragedy, but as a fellow victim of satanic abuse (I'm almost certain his family were involved in satanic activity, and exposed him as well) and mind control(in my case implants, in his, more psychological), I feel sorry for him on a certain level. However, as I said after the Gulf oil spill, this man furiously hates and wants to destroy America. He will not stop until he succeeds. He is pathological (God have mercy on his wife and children). He was supposed to be under house arrest by the military and forces of good, but it didn't work prior to July 15th, and as witnessed by the plane crash in Maine, it still isn't working. My God, how many bullets can this country dodge? The level of destruction these monsters are conceiving, and capable of unleashing is almost beyond imagination. We are not talking the destruction of a city--we are talking about destruction of wide swathes of the country--the entire Gulf Coast and 1/3 of America's fishing and oil industry; 5 states in the Midwest, and our agricultural/livestock heartland. They have got to move to completely restrain this guy. I fully remember reading on the web of how the Russian intelligentsia knew about Obama and his eventual rise to the presidency in the early 90's!!! At the time, it didn't bother me too much because I know full well that TPTB identify and promote (and set them up for control via blackmail), gifted individuals, and has been doing so for a long time. Sometimes their protege turns around and actually manages to accomodate both TPTB and the public good, as Bill Clinton did, wily politician that he was, but then they took their revenge for his shortcomings by stealing the Democratic primary from Hillary (yes there was massive fraud and media manipulation going on by TPTB who wantd to make sure they got another controlled inept to do their bidding). However, I know now that the Russians programmed and mind controlled Obama a long time ago before his public career--probably while he was in Pakistan, being groomed by the Illuminati security agencies. And he does not have the strength of character to resist his mind controllers.
On the positive side, the Midwest is still standing under God's sky today, and it does seem to me that, maybe, just maybe there may be some positive change underfoot. However, as long as Barack Obama has a Blackberry, or an office in the WH or a podium for him to act, this country is in danger. After he conspired wth the Nazis to unleash the Haitian earthquake, I said, "this guy is an anti-Christ, and anti-Christs bring a shitload of bad karma on to their people." Well, pray God the destruction of the Gulf's waters, economy, and industry is enough karmic retribution, and I beg the forces of good, get him out of there, before the satanic, mind-controlled puppet succeeds in doing even more horrific damage to our country. Anyway, that is what nauseated me for most of the night--implants downloading so I wouldn't make the connection? Or just heartsick disgust that this evil Manchurian platform of lies just won't quit, and still has access to the power to bring his evil deeds and intent to fruition?