very very sick

very very sick--i think my brain is hsutting down. brain cant process stimuli anymore. looking at solitair deck eyes brain cant see all seven cards. headache started around noon. knew i was fucked up but i tried to plow thr but started suffering from the hyupothamalus, temperature regulation problem so very hot then start having chills. eye, optic nerve very very bad. now i wish lumbar spine puncture was today tho looking at swollen face dont know what causes it. very hyperglycemic again, feel like i did before i felt began being treated for cushings. must take one of four remaining fiornal, must knock out, head mgraine pain unbrearable. remembvering now that i was screaming last nite in my dream. was i abducted last nite? is that why i was screaming. screaming now. but more woried aobut myhypothalamus. know that this heat chills is not normal or good for body. too sick to care about body. just have to knowck it out any way i can.