Thursday, July 29, 2010

Worthless rings

Worthless rings--committment bands-that is what I dreamed I was offered in a dream. Three bands of worthless base metals and cheap diamonds. even in my dream i knew the rigns were worthless... I can only guess the PIBs are once again trying to get me to have some spiritual conversion they can exploit. Only thing is that I have no passion, no desire, and therefore no capacity for transforming love. I am capable of love, just not creative and generative love. My body is growing worse and worse as I can barely drag myself thru days. i try to do at least one task a day. i want to much to work out but im so sick that i dont think i can do anything. another wortheless day.

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