Tuesday, January 24, 2012
I go to bed feeling very out of sorts.
I go to bed feeling very out of sorts. I never feel like myself when I am force fed female hormones or psychotropic drugs. I am not sure what is going on in my unconscious, but I know there are some psychological/spiritual issues that I need to work out. I can't work on them when I am all drugged up, yet at a very deep level, I feel that I am doing the right thing, even though my life is miserable. I am not a martyr, though--I really hope that very soon I will feel more comfortable with my life--and that inner and outer selves won't have such a disconnect