Woke up

Woke up on another psychotropic drug. barely able to move due to low testosterone. in terrible pain across back and sholders. still, i know i am on psyhchotorics because my eyes wont open. cant handle any stimuli. tried to read morning paper, and eyes cannot stand to see images change. only handle static images. supposed to get up and see dale tody. dont know how i am going to shower or drive. really bad shape. woke up having to take another vicodin about four in morning. need another one, but will try to handle pain.