Saturday, July 23, 2011

People are giving me strange looks

People are giving me strange looks and dogs are scared of me. LOL. If people only knew the truth behind my life and the constant abductions and mutilations, they would really think me strange and absurdly funny. I don't care anymore. I have decided that either I will die or this body will change radically (gender change), and its all going to happen the way it happens. It certainly can't be any worse than the hell I have been through for nearly a dozen years now.

As far as I can tell, the only outward change that I can discern is that some implan again, so I know there were further cranial movement. It also made me severely autistic all day. I am autistic as I write this, keeping my eyes shut, but I am not sick as I usually am when the viral download is this bad. While my forehead has me looking like someone out of "The Munsters", it is my aura that is scaring the dogs. I think my Cygnan or Cygnan/reptilian DNA is showing through in my aura as black or green, and like the reptile auras or the Sirian-reptilian auras, it scares the hell out of the animals.

I suppose that is what I get for doing what I said that I would not do--delve into these ancient occult matters, but a brainstorm hit me yesterday, and when I start thinking on something, I get excited and have to finish it. I am too sick to write about it. I already talked about it. That is good enough for me. Anyway, it should be another difficult night with the aliens abducting me, and giving me drugs so that I cannot remember my dreams.

I don't care. I am too miserable and alienated in this life and body to worry too much about anything. I believe that God will protect me (the God of my faith, not these alien tricksters who fool people into calling them, "Baal" or "El". All I have got is my faith. It is enough.

No comments: