Evil continues to wreak massive damage

Evil continues to wreak massive damage, both to me personally and to this country. Personally, every day I wake up, hating life. The female hormones I am being force fed DO NOT SYNCH WITH MY BODY OR BRAIN, and I am miserable, totally and completely miserable, as I try to drag through life. I also am suffering from a lot of fibromyalgic pain, and shoulder pain. I don't know if this pain was always there, but high testosterone masks pain, or if I have lost so much muscle that there is unbearable pressure put on the puny pathetic muscles left (I already noticed my problems in trying to walk with mutilated leg muscles--had no energy, no stride, and was limping badly at the end of a one mile walk). Could also be that the female hormones just allow for too much accumulation of fluid on muscles and ligaments. All i know for sure is that I AM A LUMPEN FLESH OF AMPUTATED MISERY, PRAYING TO GOD FOR DEATH, RATHER THAN LIVE IN THIS MISERABLE BLOB ANOTHER DAY LONGER.

No use focussing on self though, because evil creates misery everywhere. there are 172 dead in the southern states. this coincided with obama grinning and flashing his cia birth certificate. THIS IS COMPLETELY RELATED. without high testosterone, i no longer am able to think clearly so i hope someone can work to make connections. i no longer have mental capacity to do so. The God of Baal is the storm god. this is related to the god of the Templars. their patronage by this god is actually aliens. brain can't think. but it has to do with the pleidians who visited hitler in the thirties. hitler shunned them, and focused instead on orions/grays. but a faction of germans, led by canaris, a knight templar kept in touc h with these pleidians and when the third reich fell, vowed to start a fourth reich. i think they plan that date to be april 29, which is why that is such an important. it is the knights templar, the german nazi faction (if they arent nazis why have so many abductees reported seeing these guys wearing nazi wuniforms) who are backing obama--backed by the pleidians run out of area 51. doctor who "delivered" jobama, was a dr;. ssinclair--grand old templar family. they are responsible for storms.

there is more, but brain no longer capable of thinking rationally, evertyning a mess---all jumbled up. that is okay . fucking assholes dont want a womajn who can think--they want a psychologica teat to suck. that is all i am now.---tits and fat. disgusting, hate body beyond belief.
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