I am in a psychotic state

I am in a psychotic state--cant watch tv--everything looks three dee, flying out at me. fucking head is swimming and floating. think i figure it out. ithink goddamned assholes are giving me hemp oil which reduces autistic inflammation enough for virus too work. but the fucking goddamned pigs added lithium to the mix--and now i am out of my fucking mind. need to knock self out cant stand to be in psychotic state.