Lost day--semi psychotic again

Lost day--semi psychotic again as once more female hormones forced thru me, along with viral download. so angry, everytime i get wet, i know i am gaining weight, and literally i cannot gain any more weight. i can bqrely fit in clothes now. too sick to do anything. too sick to even watch star wars on tv. need to go to sleep and bed, hope for better tormorrow. in a lot of pain as well-tmj, but too psychtoic know to do anything.